Whispers of Courage: Confronting the Shadows of Panic

Words by Josephine (she/her) 18, TAS 

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The world around me starts to blur,

As panic grips me like a cruel burr.

My heart races, my hands start to shake,

I struggle to keep my fear in check.

 

My breath becomes shallow and quick,

My mind becomes a turbulent thick,

Of thoughts, of worries, of endless doubt,

That seem to swallow me inside and out.

 

The walls around me start to close,

My body shakes, my mind implodes.

I cannot escape the all-consuming fear,

That feels like it will never disappear.

 

My chest feels tight, my throat constricts,

I struggle to control my wits.

The panic takes hold once more,

And I’m left feeling helpless and unsure.

 

I try to tell myself that it’s okay,

That the panic will soon fade away.

But in that moment, it is hard to believe,

I am left feeling lost and self-betrayed.

 

I take a deep breath and try to calm,

My racing heart and trembling palm.

I remind myself that I am not alone,

That others have faced this panic and have grown.

 

And with each breath, I begin to feel,

A sense of calmness that helps me heal,

And I know that though the panic may return,

 

Illustration by Aileen. You can find more of her work on Instagram @aileenngstudio

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